Not Just A House Call

I know what I want. At least I think I do. I don’t want to be an idea. I don’t want to be something someone decides if they like or not. I don’t want to be just another girl that does not realize that she is someone that can decide to like a boy herself too. Girls are more emotional more loving more giving of their feelings and when I say boys are always the ones to decide to like me or other girls I know thats not always true. I know a lot a girls have it but this one does not(talking about myself right here). But I am going 2 this time. I am going to think about if things would work, if i really really like him and while I think I will make him wait. He would do the same 2 me. And although you didn’t know what to tell your friend I was to you I am okay with it because I’m not sure about you either!